“Listen to your heart, do the best you can to make yourself better and if that means calling him, call him. If that means thinking about him, think about him. Don’t fight yourself, just don’t do anything that will make yourself feel worse.”Let the heart win sometimes.
i used to,“ I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own. ”
the clown i try to be,
just for a smile you give.
as long as you're okay.
“ I shouldn’t bother thinking of you anymore. The silly thing is, I barely think of you. You only to come mind when I feel alone. I picture you sitting next to me, and how we used to be.
I don’t remember all the pain you put me through and I can’t see the tears that formed multiple times throughout the relationship. I only see us, sitting on the bed curled around each other.
I try not to fall asleep, because you smell good and I don’t want to close my eyes and dream of something else. But eventually, I have to. My lids are too heavy to hold up any longer and your body is too warm against mine.
That’s it. That’s all I think about. Because then, being with you wasn’t such a waste of time. Thinking of you only makes me smile because of how ridiculously fun you were to be around.
And it’s a good thing I barely think of you, or else I would be still be crying. And crying just isn’t my style. ”
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, youll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
“And you taught me what this feels like.
And then how it feels to lose it.
And you showed me who I wanted.
And then who I wasn’t.
And you ticked every box.
And then drew a line.
And you weren’t mine to begin with.
And then not to end with.
And you looked like everything I wanted.
And then became something I hated.
And you get thought of every day.
And then not in a good way.
And you let me leave.
And then wish I’d stayed.
And you almost killed me.
But I didn’t die.”
you let me got used to your presence.
then you left me to learn to get used to your absence.
“ I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too… but I’ll never know.”
