ruined

im very sorry i failed.

back to null.

it will all end one day?

cant you end it now?!

a hundred words filled.

im giving you one more chance,
before i give up hoping.

sing that song for you.

happy birthday to you.

i dont want to win.

i make a silent bet

that he(s) wont remember.

but i make another silent bet

that im not gonna be right this time again.

thats all i want

i wont trade the world for this
unless i have you opposite me.

i'll find my way

forgive me if you may not find me.

i've moved on.

against my heart's desire.

emptified.

in the darkest corner,
we hold our fears,
but we fear our fears.

scribbled truth

she never believed what was good for her,
that maybe leaving was the only way to free herself.

despite the lights shining brightly

i found myself in the dark alley,
all alone and lost.
but at least, i found myself.

lack of storage space

i was the keeper,

keeping what wasnt meant to be kept.

revisited.

even though it hurts everytime,
im telling you now that i miss you.
its just that you can never hear me.

, me.

the way i signed off each time.

there's no Forever,
there's only Always.

Always, me.

let go.

i wrote my last wishes for you.
they were not meant to be hold.
let go.

emancipation from ohfiveoheight.

“… You want something with me. You just aren’t strong enough to [admit] it, which in a way makes you a coward. And the saddest part is that one day, you’re gonna wake up and you’re gonna realize what you missed and it’s gonna be too late.”

i found this on the datestamp that belongs to you.
i think you've missed me.
i knew it belong to you,
but i didnt know they would ring so loud.
you're a coward alright.
those times, i always believe
or rather i chose to believe, you wanted something,
but didnt dare to admit it.

hear my heart brake

you dont want. just want casual.
hold hands. you tell me thats casual.
we're just friends
thats bullshit.
come clean. tell the truth.
yo're just afraid of getting attached.
commitment. responsibility. you want none of these.
and so you left.
silently.
but the silent departure was loud.
i could hear the loud slam.
i could hear the loud heartbreak.
i could hear your non existent goodbye.

in the cinema, i dont see you anymore.
in the supermarket, i dont see you anymore.
in me, i dont see you anymore.
in you, i dont see me at all.